#jongin x Male reader

[vergilthelibrarian]

What If...

Soooo, I’m thinking of writing a horror/yandere reader insert featuring Jongin and yes, it will be gay. We need more gay fanfics.

This is really short but enjoy!

Jongin breathed in and out slowly, his heart beating fast.

Why?

Why did he feel this way over a man?

He was so confused.

He knew he liked women… so why did this one guy make his heart flutter?

He felt anger. Anger that this man was making him feel so much confusion.

Jongin sat on his couch, his head in his head. He was drinking wine as he sat in his living room by himself, alone with his thoughts.

He had to do something.

To say something… but what?

What should he say to the young man who caught his eye? Who has stolen his heart.

He would have to be sneaky. With being an idol, his every move being watched. At first, he didn’t care about being under the limelight 24/7. Jongin thought it was a fine prince to pay to live his dream but now… now he felt dread. There’s one thing to joke about an idol being gay or bi but if he were to come out as anything other than straight, it could ruin everything he built and Jongin did not want that to happen.

He took his hand out of his head, picked up the glass of wine from off the floor and took another sip.

“Why must life be so difficult?” Jongin grumbled to himself before drowning the whole glass of wine.

He studied the empty glass in his hand, sighing deeply, titling his head to the side.

What if he could have the young man all to himself? In another world, another reality where it would be easier to have him.

What if…

[softrainbowlove]

UNCOVER | JONGIN

request:  Hello ! Here's my request (lovelyblog) So, could you do a male reader X Kai ? The male reader would be a trainee under SM and they would flirt around a bit unintentionally ? He'd be much younger, witty yet very shy around the idol. Bubbly but very sensitive. The story would revolve around how secret their relationship is and how it could eventually blow up if it were revealed ? Tell me if that's too much. Love your blog ♥ -- P +  Oh also can this imaginary trainee be the first non asian trainee under SM ? He'd be fluent in korean and a vocalist. I don't know ehe ... ♥ --P

pairing: Jongin x male! reader

genre: fluff

warnings: slight homophobia

word count: 1758

summary: Jongin and a trainee have been dating secretly for a while now, but now it came to light. Turns out SM doesn’t want to lose another EXO member.

note:  i rewrote this 3 times, hope this turned out well

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"(Y/N)!" Jongin jogged over to the trainee, who was sitting on the floor with a rookie.

"Oh well, hello there Kai."

Jongin huffed lightly at the usage of his stage name instead of his real name by his boyfriend. His boyfriend of 5 months now. The two have been secretly dating for 5 months now without anyone dating. (Y/N) was trainee himself, the first non-Asian trainee, something that Jongin was drawn in by. Not only that, Jongin had met (Y/N) in the hallways when the trainee was playing the guitar and softly singing late at night. Jongin was surprised by seeing such a different and a new face in the SM artist building. Jongin felt completely drawn to (Y/N)’s presence and sat down just listening to him playing. At first, the other boy felt really shy and intimidated by Jongin’s presence. Jongin quickly started talking to the boy pushing his shy side away because of his curiosity. (Y/N) felt the warm and sweet side of Jongin quickly and grew comfortable around him, the rest is history.

(Y/N) sent a sweet smile towards Jongin with a tilted head.

"I wanna show you some new moves."

(Y/N) smirked slightly. "Oh, really?"

"Yeah, I worked really hard on them and you're gonna love them."

(Y/N) frowned in amusement glancing at the confused rookie. "Are we still talking about dancing?" The rookie's eyebrows shot up and he looked away flustered. (Y/N) looked up at Jongin.

"Yeah, of course, c'mon."

"Alrightly." (Y/N) waved goodbye to the rookie before skipping off with Jongin to a not so empty practice. The rest of EXO was there resting with water bottles and were chatting with each other. (Y/N) greeted the others quietly and let Jongin push down to sit in the middle. “What is this?”

“I’m going to strip for you.”

“What?” (Y/N) almost choked but Jongin let out a playful laugh shaking his head.

“I’m kidding, I wouldn’t strip in front of the guys.” Jongin pointed towards his group. “But I would for you.” Jongin teased a bit and (Y/N) rolled his eyes. Then Jongin called for Sehun to start the music. (Y/N) hugged his knees and watched Jongin starting the dance. (Y/N) smiled watching Jongin give his best, while in the background the others were cheering on Jongin loudly. (Y/N) loved watching Jongin dance, he wasn’t sure why but the moves that Jongin could pull of were out of the world and always left him breathless. And he also loved watching the way his body moved, leaving his eyes were captured by body parts that he shouldn’t be looking at for too long.

When the song ended leaving Jongin breathing heavily and turning around to get a reaction from (Y/N).

“What do you think?” Jongin asked a bit too excited. (Y/N) knew that the others were still here so he coughed.

“It-it was okay.” Jongin frowned at the words and the others did so too.

“Yah! (Y/N) what is that? You always shower Jongin with compliments!” Baekhyun jumped in and then Kyungsoo pushed his shoulder lightly.

“Leave him be.”

“He’s just shy!” Jongdae then entered the conversation laughing a bit. Jongin didn’t buy his friends words.

“Are you okay?” Jongin asked kneeling down in front of (Y/N), who looked into Jongin’s eyes.

“Yeah…It’s-just-I really want to kiss you right now.” (Y/N) whispered quietly and didn’t break eye contact. Jongin blushed at lightly at how blunt his boyfriend was being.

“Ah…” Then he laughed lightly shaking his head. He stood up. “C’mon then.”

“Where are you two going?” Baekhyun asked wanting to point with a bottle at the two making their way to the door but it slipped out of his grip landing on Chanyeol’s head, who was sitting. Baekhyun turned to Chanyeol, who rubbed his head and started whining. (Y/N) giggled lightly but quickly followed Jongin out of the practice room.

“C’mon, C'mon.” Jongin started running and (Y/N) followed the others steps. They went down the stairs but stopped when they crossed a storage room. Jongin turned his head towards (Y/N) with a raised eyebrow.

“You really wanna go all the way to the dorms?” (Y/N) asked before opening the empty storage room after checking if someone was watching. Jongin giggled before going in as well and closed the door when (Y/N) stepped in.

“So about the kiss?” Jongin asked sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck. (Y/N) chuckled lightly.

“I was lying about your dance moves.” (Y/N) wrapped pushed the older man against the door. “They were really good.” He then leaned closer to Jongin’s face, he glanced down at his boyfriend’s plum lips. “Really good.” Jongin hummed in response.

“I knew you’d love them.” Replied in a deep quiet voice feeling (Y/N)’s lips brush against his own.

“You’re such a tease.” (Y/N) murmured and Jongin smirked.

“Look who’s talking,” Jongin muttered and then locked their lips together. He wrapped his hand around (Y/N)’s waist to pull the other close to his chest. (Y/N) kissed back passionately and let his own hand wrap itself around Jongin’s neck. But suddenly Jongin let out a huff and pulled away as the door opened harshly making him stumble forward. (Y/N) had lost his balance but didn’t let go off Jongin so the couple fell down. Jongin on top of the younger boy, who groaned a bit helpless. Jongin’s head snapped towards the door and gasped when he saw that it was his manager who had opened the door. Jongin quickly stood up stumbling a few times.

“Manager-“

“Cut it, Jongin.”

Jongin gulped and shut his lips. (Y/N) stood up as well still a bit dizzy.

“To my office right now.” Jongin and (Y/N) nodded like school students. They followed their manager out of the storage room. Some idols, rookies and even trainee’s watched Jongin and (Y/N) follow their manager throughout the hallways. People started whispering around them but the couple ignored the scandalous whispers. When they got into the office the couple sat down looking down in guilt.

“So care to explain what you two were doing in a storage room?”

Jongin glanced at (Y/N), who was feeling more intimidated by the manager than Jongin was, which was understandable.

“We-uh we were just talking, (Y/N) doesn’t like to talk publically a lot.” Jongin tried to come with some dumb excuse that could get them out of this mess.

“Well, (Y/N) should be able to speak in public.”

“That’s not it…uh he was telling me a secret.” Jongin quickly said. The manager narrowed his eyes at the two boys.

“You two have been fooling around for too long now.”  The manager let out a sigh. “Don’t try to play me dumb.” The manager spoke up when he saw Jongin opening his mouth. “If this keeps on going on,” (Y/N) felt himself grow numb at the next words of the manager. “we’ll have to kick out (Y/N).”

“What?! You can’t do that! T-that’s unfair!” Jongin quickly stood up his eyes had grown wide in shock.

“Kim Jongin, sit down. This unbelievable, this whole situation is. You can’t just expect us to shut up when I have an idol and trainee, both men, fooling around like this.” The manager yelled angrily making the two boys flinch in surprise. Surely people from the outside have heard them.

“Please, manager-hyung. You can’t punish (Y/N) like this. We-we love each other. You can’t break us up.” Jongin stubbornly continued. “If (Y/N) has to leave then I will leave too.” That left the other two gasping and (Y/N) reached for Jongin’s hand making Jongin turn his head to the other.

“What are you doing?” (Y/N) asked in shock his eyes were filled with tears from before but now he was panicking. “You c-can’t-what-“

“Yes, I can. If they want you gone I’ll be gone too.”

His manager pursed his lips. “Sit down, Jongin.”

And this time he did.

“Okay. Okay. Let me think.” The manager started turning in his chair. “How about you two stay together so we won’t be losing another EXO member. We don’t need that. And how about you two promote each other? Jongin could promote you as a trainee, and soon to debut.  That could work. The fans would like that, a supportive hyung. And-“

“Wait-debut?” (Y/N) asked surprised and Jongin looked surprised too. The manager looked at the two.

“Oh. Now that also wasn’t supposed to come out.” The manager grumbled turning his head annoyingly. Jongin and (Y/N) looked at each other for a second. “Well…do we have an agreement?”

“What?” (Y/N) muttered still in shock.

“We can still be together and (Y/N) stays?” Jongin asked his foot tapping against the floor nervously and excitedly.

“Yes.”

“Yes!” The two boys replied in unison.

“Alright, you two go now. I need to sort everything out and we will talk tomorrow, again.” The manager ushered the two young boys out of his office and outside was an unexpected audience.

“I knew it!” Baekhyung yelled pointing at the couple. “You two are together, right?”

Jongin stared at his bandmates and also a few others idols and trainees. Jongin gulped looking at (Y/N) who was still in shock. Jongin slowly nodded his head.

“Jongdae,” Baekhyun opened up his palm for Jongdae and the other let out sigh fishing out for money from his pocket. Taemin walked up to Jongin.

“What happened?” Taemin asked his brows were frowning. “Is everything alright?”

“Yeah-Yeah.” Jongin nodded and only then did (Y/N) reply with a nod as well. Taemin smiled giving the two a small comforting hug. Others in the background came in when Taemin stepped away from the couple and congratulated the two.

“I’m debuting soon!” (Y/N) bursts out when it was just him and Jongin, the two had left back to the dorms and are in Jongin’s own room. Jongin let out a laugh ruffling (Y/N) soft short hair.

“Good morning, (Y/N).” Jongin joked and then he was brought into a hug by (Y/N).

“I’m so happy and excited.” (Y/N) choked out hugging the other even harder. Jongin smiled wrapping his arms around the other picking him and spinning him around. (Y/N) squealed a little tightening his grip around his boyfriend. Jongin then set him down but kept him close. Then he leaned down unexpectedly to kiss the younger man. (Y/N) melted into the kiss wrapping his arms around Jongin’s neck. Jongin broke the kiss only when the two obviously needed to breathe.

“I love you, (Y/N).” Jongin whispered his forehead against (Y/N), who smiled brightly with a small blush on his cheeks.

“I love you, too Jongin.”